pretend to be strong, but i'm nor stronger enough

last night, i had a dream...a dream that look like real life. it had happen someday before, but it never happen today and right now. i wish somebody will never wake me up from that dream....i want to be in that dream forever. b'coz everytime i open my eyes had to face the reality. the reality that hurt me more everyday.

want to know wht my dream is?

i dream that my mom n dad come to pick me up at maktab to go back home. simple right? for u its maybe doesnt means anything, but for me.......i would treasure it!

mom i miss ur nagging at me.

mom i miss ur advise everyday in phone.

mom i miss u...

dad i miss to hold ur hand, when we crossing road.

dad i miss to rely everything on u.

dad i miss u...

i pray to Allah, to give mom a dad a good health back...for mom to nagging at me, to dad for me to rely with.

soon or later, i wish my mom n dad is back into my life...

now i have to be strong in front of them...but im not stronger enough to be strong.

be in this situation had make me suffer...but i know that Allah will never gives me this burden, if i couldn't handle it....

plz..give me the power to pretend to be strong!

eid mubarak!

salam eid mubarak to all my readers! wah..all my readers?...cam le banyak sgt pemunat..hahahaha...

Alhamdulillah, slamat jugak kita menyempurnakan ibadah berpuasa di bulan Ramadhan ini. moga kita dipanjangkn usia untuk bertemu skali lagi dengan bulan yg mulia ni di tahun depan. Amin.

bercakap pulak tentang Syawal, ramai dah sangat blogger2 lain yg stori2 kn tentang kelebihan Syawal, adat ziarah menziarahi...n etc...

so, saya kat sini sepanjang raya ni sibuk melayan tetamu2 kecil yg seperti tahun2 lepas jugak.  xsempat nk ziarah mana2 lagi, kecuali umah best frenz...athirah.

raya kali ni agak berbeza skit. ada yang kurang tapi ad pulak yg kelainannya. raya banyak yang berubah, riuh..memang sangat riuh, tambah anak2 empat orang, tambah pulak anak2 cikja...wah...xterkawal aku nk handle.

penat aku kemas rumah..sekelip mata je dah berterabur barang...sabo..sabo..

apa2pun raya tahun ni masih lagi bermakna buat saya n keluarga...